Freitag, 21. Oktober 2011
dchan, 00:54h
Dear friend,
I read this. Don't be afraid, just say it. It'll hurt, if he/she rejects you, but you'll live with it. I know how it feels.
I want a realisationship, too. Like, really bad. I'm jealous, oh yes.
But .. beeing used is shit. Really. Not, if you're longing for something serious.
I did anything for him back then. Gave him my virgintiy in like everthing. First realisationship, first kiss, first date, first fuck, first everthing.
It freaking hurts too much, if he/she breaks up.
Just my opinion.
You're not going to read it, anyway.
Love, "I-don't-know-what-kind-of-friend-I-am-to-you" Mochi.
Yes, I'm longing for a realisationship.
Some one I can cuddle up to, talk to, listen to, kiss, holding hands. All the cheesy stuff.
Or just someone who fucks me? But I know that I would fall in love with this person. Or having a little crush.
I had a crush on Resi, after making out two times. She don't know it, I think. Maybe Khio or Mika told her, I don't care. I realised having a crush as she got a girlfriend. Stupid me.
I don't know if I have a crush on Yggi. I love the way we can fangirl about Asako and Saeko, I know that we have a lot of fetishs in common. I liked the way our hands intertwined on the Japantag. It gave me a funny feeling, I smiled. I would let her fuck me, yeah. With handcuffs, blindfolds, ice, everything.
But I think I was just a replacement for her girlfriend who's in Japan right know. She comes back on Saturday.
Now I feel like getting drunk and make out with a random person.
Uh. Fuck. The last time I had a realisationsship was with Bini. So innocent. A kiss, holding hands. I don't know if it counts for a real thing, because we just saw each other on conventions.
Ahhh, the last fuck.. 2 and a half year? Or something like this, maybe 3? I don't know..
Why it's so damn complicated?
I read this. Don't be afraid, just say it. It'll hurt, if he/she rejects you, but you'll live with it. I know how it feels.
I want a realisationship, too. Like, really bad. I'm jealous, oh yes.
But .. beeing used is shit. Really. Not, if you're longing for something serious.
I did anything for him back then. Gave him my virgintiy in like everthing. First realisationship, first kiss, first date, first fuck, first everthing.
It freaking hurts too much, if he/she breaks up.
Just my opinion.
You're not going to read it, anyway.
Love, "I-don't-know-what-kind-of-friend-I-am-to-you" Mochi.
Yes, I'm longing for a realisationship.
Some one I can cuddle up to, talk to, listen to, kiss, holding hands. All the cheesy stuff.
Or just someone who fucks me? But I know that I would fall in love with this person. Or having a little crush.
I had a crush on Resi, after making out two times. She don't know it, I think. Maybe Khio or Mika told her, I don't care. I realised having a crush as she got a girlfriend. Stupid me.
I don't know if I have a crush on Yggi. I love the way we can fangirl about Asako and Saeko, I know that we have a lot of fetishs in common. I liked the way our hands intertwined on the Japantag. It gave me a funny feeling, I smiled. I would let her fuck me, yeah. With handcuffs, blindfolds, ice, everything.
But I think I was just a replacement for her girlfriend who's in Japan right know. She comes back on Saturday.
Now I feel like getting drunk and make out with a random person.
Uh. Fuck. The last time I had a realisationsship was with Bini. So innocent. A kiss, holding hands. I don't know if it counts for a real thing, because we just saw each other on conventions.
Ahhh, the last fuck.. 2 and a half year? Or something like this, maybe 3? I don't know..
Why it's so damn complicated?
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