Donnerstag, 1. Dezember 2011
dchan, 21:20h
Okay. My nerves are wrecked and I don't know why.
I'm nearly always at the edge of crying. Don't know what I feel, don't know what I want, don't know ANYTHING AT ALL RIGHT KNOW! Well, I want to sleep, wake up and everything's all right, but that's not going to happen. And I want to cuddle up to someone who holds me, but this also isn't going to happen.
I wrote a short message to Zelos, I cant help her moving. It hurts to tell her, but nearly having a mental breakdown while watching everybody is not good for their mood. Going to explain to her next weekend. Hope, she isn't that mad.
Tomorow's my birthday. I'm old. 25. Uh.
Going to the haidresser at 10:30am, seeing Mom and Andi at 3pm vor cake and coffee. After that? Don't know. Watching Elisabeth again or going shopping, something like that.
AND I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING ADVENTSKALNDER! BUHU.
I'm nearly always at the edge of crying. Don't know what I feel, don't know what I want, don't know ANYTHING AT ALL RIGHT KNOW! Well, I want to sleep, wake up and everything's all right, but that's not going to happen. And I want to cuddle up to someone who holds me, but this also isn't going to happen.
I wrote a short message to Zelos, I cant help her moving. It hurts to tell her, but nearly having a mental breakdown while watching everybody is not good for their mood. Going to explain to her next weekend. Hope, she isn't that mad.
Tomorow's my birthday. I'm old. 25. Uh.
Going to the haidresser at 10:30am, seeing Mom and Andi at 3pm vor cake and coffee. After that? Don't know. Watching Elisabeth again or going shopping, something like that.
AND I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING ADVENTSKALNDER! BUHU.
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