Samstag, 3. Dezember 2011
Yay, my birthday is finally over.

New haircut is new and nice.

Had coffee'n'cake with mom, Andreas and my father.


But I think the best part is, that Yggi made me smile. Thank you. Really.



Now I'm off to my cold bed. Alone.

Maybe Mika is right. Maybe I really like her this way.

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Donnerstag, 1. Dezember 2011
Gosh, Leute.

Da emot man einmal rum, seid man bei GenesiS ist und ist einen Abend kaum aktiv, BÄMS schreiben sie alle einen an.
Ich liebe euch aber ... jetzt gerade nicht.

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Okay. My nerves are wrecked and I don't know why.
I'm nearly always at the edge of crying. Don't know what I feel, don't know what I want, don't know ANYTHING AT ALL RIGHT KNOW! Well, I want to sleep, wake up and everything's all right, but that's not going to happen. And I want to cuddle up to someone who holds me, but this also isn't going to happen.
I wrote a short message to Zelos, I cant help her moving. It hurts to tell her, but nearly having a mental breakdown while watching everybody is not good for their mood. Going to explain to her next weekend. Hope, she isn't that mad.


Tomorow's my birthday. I'm old. 25. Uh.
Going to the haidresser at 10:30am, seeing Mom and Andi at 3pm vor cake and coffee. After that? Don't know. Watching Elisabeth again or going shopping, something like that.


AND I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING ADVENTSKALNDER! BUHU.

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Sonntag, 27. November 2011
Okay, überall riecht es nach Clementinen, ich spreche/schreibe, bevor ich denke (meißtens...) und ich hab heut meinen ersten Porno gesehen. Yay.
Nagi ist's Schuld.
Und beim nächsten Shoppen nehme ich die Yggi mit ♥
Und ich bin immernoch frustriert.

Aber dafür hab ich heut auf YT das Elisabeth-Musial gesehen und will ENDLICH MIT DER PALE UND DER YGGI DA REIN GEHEN!!! ♥


So. Und nu bin ich matschig im Hirn und geh pennen <3

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