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Freitag, 21. Oktober 2011
dchan, 00:54h
Dear friend,
I read this. Don't be afraid, just say it. It'll hurt, if he/she rejects you, but you'll live with it. I know how it feels.
I want a realisationship, too. Like, really bad. I'm jealous, oh yes.
But .. beeing used is shit. Really. Not, if you're longing for something serious.
I did anything for him back then. Gave him my virgintiy in like everthing. First realisationship, first kiss, first date, first fuck, first everthing.
It freaking hurts too much, if he/she breaks up.
Just my opinion.
You're not going to read it, anyway.
Love, "I-don't-know-what-kind-of-friend-I-am-to-you" Mochi.
Yes, I'm longing for a realisationship.
Some one I can cuddle up to, talk to, listen to, kiss, holding hands. All the cheesy stuff.
Or just someone who fucks me? But I know that I would fall in love with this person. Or having a little crush.
I had a crush on Resi, after making out two times. She don't know it, I think. Maybe Khio or Mika told her, I don't care. I realised having a crush as she got a girlfriend. Stupid me.
I don't know if I have a crush on Yggi. I love the way we can fangirl about Asako and Saeko, I know that we have a lot of fetishs in common. I liked the way our hands intertwined on the Japantag. It gave me a funny feeling, I smiled. I would let her fuck me, yeah. With handcuffs, blindfolds, ice, everything.
But I think I was just a replacement for her girlfriend who's in Japan right know. She comes back on Saturday.
Now I feel like getting drunk and make out with a random person.
Uh. Fuck. The last time I had a realisationsship was with Bini. So innocent. A kiss, holding hands. I don't know if it counts for a real thing, because we just saw each other on conventions.
Ahhh, the last fuck.. 2 and a half year? Or something like this, maybe 3? I don't know..
Why it's so damn complicated?
I read this. Don't be afraid, just say it. It'll hurt, if he/she rejects you, but you'll live with it. I know how it feels.
I want a realisationship, too. Like, really bad. I'm jealous, oh yes.
But .. beeing used is shit. Really. Not, if you're longing for something serious.
I did anything for him back then. Gave him my virgintiy in like everthing. First realisationship, first kiss, first date, first fuck, first everthing.
It freaking hurts too much, if he/she breaks up.
Just my opinion.
You're not going to read it, anyway.
Love, "I-don't-know-what-kind-of-friend-I-am-to-you" Mochi.
Yes, I'm longing for a realisationship.
Some one I can cuddle up to, talk to, listen to, kiss, holding hands. All the cheesy stuff.
Or just someone who fucks me? But I know that I would fall in love with this person. Or having a little crush.
I had a crush on Resi, after making out two times. She don't know it, I think. Maybe Khio or Mika told her, I don't care. I realised having a crush as she got a girlfriend. Stupid me.
I don't know if I have a crush on Yggi. I love the way we can fangirl about Asako and Saeko, I know that we have a lot of fetishs in common. I liked the way our hands intertwined on the Japantag. It gave me a funny feeling, I smiled. I would let her fuck me, yeah. With handcuffs, blindfolds, ice, everything.
But I think I was just a replacement for her girlfriend who's in Japan right know. She comes back on Saturday.
Now I feel like getting drunk and make out with a random person.
Uh. Fuck. The last time I had a realisationsship was with Bini. So innocent. A kiss, holding hands. I don't know if it counts for a real thing, because we just saw each other on conventions.
Ahhh, the last fuck.. 2 and a half year? Or something like this, maybe 3? I don't know..
Why it's so damn complicated?
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dchan, 20:21h
Mein Handy is wieder da :D Lag im Spint auf der Arbeit~
Und die Yggi hat wieder zugeschlagen.
Neues Kapitel, erst bei Animexx hochgeladen, ich bin enttäuscht ;_; Durfte nicht als Erste lesen D:
Aber I approved <3<3<3 Sehr viel sogar.
Und OsaGaichi Augenblick im Auto gehabt :D
Und morgen is m ein letzter Arbeitstag, danach eine Woche Urlaub.
Und dann zum Frisör, schneiden, färben. Ich werde blond, das hatte ich noch nicht.
Und Yggi udn Pale kommen zum Saufen vorbei. Wobei die Yggi und ich eh ganz schnell betrunken sein werden. Wobei.. ich sollte mich zurückhalten, sonst falle ich sie an xD
Und die Yggi und ich gehen shoppen. Unterwäsche. Fetische und so.
Random-Eintrag ist random.
Und die Yggi hat wieder zugeschlagen.
Neues Kapitel, erst bei Animexx hochgeladen, ich bin enttäuscht ;_; Durfte nicht als Erste lesen D:
Aber I approved <3<3<3 Sehr viel sogar.
Und OsaGaichi Augenblick im Auto gehabt :D
Und morgen is m ein letzter Arbeitstag, danach eine Woche Urlaub.
Und dann zum Frisör, schneiden, färben. Ich werde blond, das hatte ich noch nicht.
Und Yggi udn Pale kommen zum Saufen vorbei. Wobei die Yggi und ich eh ganz schnell betrunken sein werden. Wobei.. ich sollte mich zurückhalten, sonst falle ich sie an xD
Und die Yggi und ich gehen shoppen. Unterwäsche. Fetische und so.
Random-Eintrag ist random.
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